To my grandma

You are the only gran that I remember as kids.
You are the only gran that see us going through as kids, teenage, went to primary/secondary/tertiary school.
You are the only gran who pampered us with all the good food in Kluang - yaw char kuey, kopi-o, char kuay teow.
You are the only gran who never scolded us when we were too noisy as kids.
You are the only gran that I know much stories of - difficulties when grandpa passed away/business not going well etc.
You are the only gran I slept together with as kids, although I used to hate it coz there were too many mozzies and roaches in the shop.

It's heartbreaking to see you having see the uncles fighting over the shop lot.
It's heartbreaking to see you had stroke.
It's heartbreaking to see you developing senile dementia and not recognizing us, although you seem happier.
It's heartbreaking that you never travel enough, never enjoy life enough when you were healthier.

I will love and remember you always.

Rest in peace.
And find grandpa whom I never see.

to the random guy:

thank you for asking for my phone number, but i hope u dont call..

生日快乐... 我对自己说

to whoever happens to read this:

it's my birthday in about 30 mins time (and counting down). and so i would like to have want --

skagen watch (recently found out the new booth in Wisma =) heh. now, when is my next pay day?)
miniiiiiimum work (probably just run 6 sets of RE digestions)
calla-lily (for unknown reason, i sort of like calla-lily more than sunflowers now. hmm//)
hugsssss***

not too much to ask for rite?
tyvm. =p